Sophomore year is flying by. The first semester is almost over, only three more to go. I honestly sat at my work desk the other day and thought about how fast time is going. I feel like it was just yesterday I was so nervous to enter high school because I would be bullied by the "big people". I recently took my PSAT and am still waiting on my results which are scheduled to come sometime in December. I was surprised at how many of my fellow classmates were actually there to take the PSATs at 7am on a Saturday morning. School is draining the life out of me. & I barely leave my house because I'm always so busy with homework, projects and studying which has taken it's toll on my social life.. Just kidding, I never had a social life to begin with. Just kidding again, my social life isn't really being effected, I get to see my cousins every weekend and hangout with school friends once a month.

I love fashion and I would love to get an internship in New York City. That's my dream. Although I'm not positive of what I want to major in college, fashion is an option. I sketch clothes designs during my free time, most of them get thrown up but those few that I keep are ones that I think are amazing. I would LOVE to get them actually made so I can wear it and be proud that I myself designed this outfit. That would probably be such an amazing feeling. I wonder how Tory Burch feels when she carries around a Tory Burch handbag knowing that it's HERS. She designed it, had it made, and now she can use it whenever she wants to with the pride of it being hers.

Have you ever found yourself torn between two people? One person you've known longer than the other? But the other is getting more attention? You want to like the long time friend more than the new friend but thats not what your heart wants?

Being a girl is so difficult sometimes.

I want to Chuck E Cheese's today with my brother, sister and cousins!
I haven't been there in a really long time so going back today bought back so many memories.
I had so much fun and played so many games.
The pizza there is amazing, I had three slices which is a lot for me!

Yesterday was Eid, the celebration of nearly a month of fasting. I wore a black pencil skirt, a cute navy and red blouse with Tory Burch flats.
I had a great time with all my cousins, and family friends!
Now that fasting is over I can go back to hanging out with my friends and eating at regular times!

There has been so much pressure on me lately, school wise.
My parents, unfortunately never had the chance to go to college and they're not familiar with the system, lucky for them I am. I have done tons of research on college, what you need to do, how to get scholarships and much more.  They feel terrible not to be able to help my brother and I with our college preparations and SAT prep so they have been encouraging us to do much research on our own, figure out the system and such. I understand my parents, they want what's best for their children but it's still summer, there is a couple days remaining and I just want to enjoy those couple of days of relaxing and not have to worry about school just yet.

I woke up this afternoon and my cousin texted me asking me if I wanted to go to mall, I haven't been out of the house in a couple of days and I replied saying "Of course! Let me just go ask my mom!". I went downstairs to find my mom and soon realized she wasn't home. I tried calling her cell phone but she wouldn't pick it up. SO I reluctantly texted her back saying "Sorry, mom is not home and she won't pick up her phone. Have fun though!".
AND, my mom is out right now, I have no idea when she'll be back, I need to go get my eye brows down, and I need to take a trip to Target (my second favorite store). I hope she'll be back soon!

In the mean time while my mother is out I will be watching Zac Efron interviews on YouTube. Why? Because he's so gorgeous, funny, sweet, oh and did I mention gorgeous?